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Yesterday was really odd. My mom forced me to go to some pagan spring equniox ritual. I did not want to go, she forced me to go. I wanted to be with Natalie. So we went on this long drive to the middle of Indiana and then there was no signal so i couldnt even text nat all day that made me upset. So basicly the ritual was alot of chanting, and walking around in circles, and thanking the earth. It was wierd. The persons farm that we went out to was a little odd she had statues of some ejeptian god. and so many herbs growing. So after that i went home and was happy to talk to nat finally. Then we started argueing and i got real sad. I never want to argue with her again. I hate it, i get all sad, she gets all mad. And its no good, its almost allways over something stupid any ways. I love Nat with all my heart, i want are argueing to end!

Started off with another hellish morning of wakeing up for school but i am thankful i have my phone to talk to nat right when i wake up I love that. School was not to bad i took 2 finals, that were easy, its real easy to take a final when you know you will fail the class even if you get a 100 on it. It was a half day so went over to nats and we went to the park and got into a big fight witch i felt real bad about and still do, ugh. Im trying my hardest to be better! I want nat to be happy she is my favorite person ever. Well it ended thankfully. We went to chloes got a eighth of shrooms witch was so perfect cause i got a guy that wanted them tomarrow morning. We smoked weed and went to my house. Witch was GREAT. I love being naked with nat and feeling her body on mine and cuddling its the best thing ever. Then we ate mexican. And now i am at home drying el mushrooms.

Cuddling naked is the best thing ever!

I want nat to feel better. I feel bad when shes in pain. I wish i could help. Id do anything.

Thanks bastards you made me what i am
Thanks bastards i took the goods and ran.

Im moving out with my bud bunny and taking some of the goods(shit i need to live).

Simple

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ignorance and want

and they are terrible

All i can do is think about you Nat.

I hope your having fun at the show, and when you come back you act all excited. I like that, it allways makes me happy when your real happy and excited.